/DEBBIE

2005-06-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

moved!
http://-disillusions.blogspot.com/
relink okay?
thanks.

2005-06-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

i dreamt i was tall last night!

2005-06-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

clarissa's so mean.
she's a mean horrid slut.
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i'm still aching from monday's training.
i'm not going tmr.
maybe friday!
haha

2005-06-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

you raised my hopes,only to leave me crashing down again.

went trg this morning.

honestly,

it was a damn good workout.

haha.

i've been slacking around all day.

i need to start studying,

fast.

but i just cant seem to concentrate.

HOW?

2005-06-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

i tried to make you happy,i did all that i could.just to keep you but you left anyway

i'm bored.

i think i'm gonna be a good girl and go trg tmr.

yea,

haha

N:how do i rmb you,when you dont leave your name?haha

2005-06-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

why are you so hostile now?

blogger's in chinese.
in my account that is.
my sister's one is okay.
i dont know what to do

2005-06-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

what's with friendster?
its so yellow and green now!
-
who's using m1?
msg me to tell me if you are okay.
-
do we have to go school tmr?
what time?

2005-05-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

math class again this morning.
at least i wasnt that late.
then geog.
i went home to sleep right after that.
slept for three hours straight i think
and i'm still tired.

2005-05-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm so damn busy.
talking on the phone with zp.
msging cheryl
and clarissa.
talking to elaine online.
writing nikki's testi.
and blogging.
-
i finally cut my hair today!
its like shit.
the guy kept stabbing my ear with the comb!
and the end product was terrible.
it was seriously round.
i sat there with my black face.
then the guy went to get someone else to cut for me.
it was much better,
but not as terrible as what he did.
it still looks bowl like.
SO STOP LAUGHING AT ME!
damn,
i shall cut it again two weeks later.
i think.
see first.
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went trg.
it was like shit.
but i needed the sun.
dead tired.
SLEEP.

2005-05-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch alot like love!
haha
it looks funny!
i watched monster in law the other day.
it was supposed to be funny.
but i wasnt paying attention.

2005-05-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

impluse?
yucks no.
i maybe cheapo,
i dont know why,
you said so.
but yucks.
impluse is damn smelly,
only cheapo people like you use it.
YUCKS.
mentos dont hide bad breath?
then what will?
any recommendations?

2005-05-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

forth day running.

2005-05-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

yucks.
school.
ps.
then i was supposed to go tuition.
but i wasnt feeling well.
so decided to go home.
saw yilin on the bus.
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while walking home.
i puked twice.
damn it.
came home puked again.
then i went to bath.
came out and puked AGAIN.
went to see the doctor.
puked while waiting.
she couldnt find anything wrong with me.
so she said it was either food poisoning or gastric.
i couldnt eat pills cos i might vomit them out.
so it was either having three tablets stuffed up my anus or injection
obviously i took injection.
haha.
cheryl and jade thinks i'm pregnant,
but my period just came today!
-
went home.
PUKED AGAIN.
then i went to sleep.
but i couldnt sleep at all.
it was like sleeping for only half an hour.
then i woke up.
went back to sleep.
woke up so many times.
i think i'm having fever now.
oh no.
i dont wanna sleep anymore.
i'm really hungry!

2005-05-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

i'm really tired.
sleeping in class the whole morning.
checked papers
failed almost everthing.

2005-05-23T14:58:00.000+08:00

i bought a new sidney sheldon book!
hoho

2005-05-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

how damn irritatting can it get?
i cant sign on to msn.
i dont even know why
damn it.

i shall off the comp anmd on it again.

arsenal beat man u last night on penalties
4-5
i'm gonna boycott manu till august.

2005-05-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

school
habour
home
then i'll play pool
study sleep.
how utterly boring?

2005-05-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

its friday already
math on mon
geog on tues
its boring
school ntuc church home
study study study
mug mug mug
sigh

2005-05-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

guess what i saw yesterday?
a cab,
yes.
but the car key was stuck in the keyhole outside!
haha
and he was driving it around!
-
TWELVE PEOPLE FROM MY CLASS SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!
but i was sick today!
thats why i didnt go to school!
mrs ang called in the morning i guess.
but i was sleeping!
too bad.
i dreamt that i picked it up already
but dont know why it kept ringing!
haha
-
i studied lit!
dearest ethel gave me more notes!
couldnt concentrate though
-

2005-05-08T03:36:00.000+08:00

uhhh.
its already 3.30a?
i cant sleep,
i'm hungry and all.
yea
-
i told clarissa i wont talk to her,
cos she was threatening me!
and she call me a cow?
crazy.
haha
-

2005-05-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

tuition today
it was quite okay.
she didnt oil my pens.
yea
-
i aint got much to blog about la.
MUG
MUG
MUG
MUG
i'm such a good girl!
haha

2005-05-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

She's No You

They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do?

Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...

[Chorus:]
She's no you... oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you

They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away

[Repeat chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?

Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you

I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me.

[Repeat chorus]

2005-04-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

tuition just ended.
she was caressing the screen again.
next week,
i swear,
the post-it note would be up,
next to the comp screen.

2005-04-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

for the four of you:
1)
i dont know what went wrong between us.
did it start because i told you i dont like her?
-
2)
although things did happen last year.
i dont blame you for our broken friendship.
but why turn against me too?
-
3)
we were alright last year.
i never did anything which was a letdown to you.
my conscience is clear.
but why is this happening?
-
4)
i never meant to dislike you.
i never blamed you for disliking me too.
i was wrong for judging you too early.
i'm sorry.
i dont ask anything from you.

2005-04-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

tired.
tired of it.
please stop.

2005-04-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

last week,
she came.
she printed nonsense
then i dont know what the fuck did she printed it for?
because,
the exact page was on the computer?
oh my goodness
and everyweek,
she pokes the screen with her finger and the pen.
my dad scolded me the other time for touching it.
because he said i might scratch it?
-
this week,
she still has her bad breath,
oily nose and oily fingers.
i pack my whole pencil box up and put it on the other table.
taking out some lousy pen and pencil for her.
-
then i realised the lousy pen couldnt function?
so i took a pen from my pencil box.
went to heymath again.
i wasnt in a pretty mood.
because i needed to shower.
so i didnt feel like answering any of her question
so i kept saying:
i dunno,i dunno.
she asked me what was the gradient,
i anyhow give her some stupid answer.
she asked why,
then i said:
because i say so.
HAHAH.
-
raise your hand if you msg when you're having one-on-one tuition,
you stone during tuition,
you give stupid answers,
your tutor washes her cup after tuition,
and finally,
your tutor makes all your pens oily after touching them?
YUCKS.
-
she was going to leave,
i couldnt take it anymore.
i went to the kitchen
to get a wet wipe.
to wipe my pen.
i came back,
i forgot,
i left my pen on the table.
she picked it up and i went oh my god.
how stupid of me.
-
next week,
when she comes,
i'll paste a post-it note on the screen:
"do not touch the screen, unless you wanna buy a new one for me"
and make my dad sign off.

2005-04-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

what on earth happened to nicole ng?
she's not tagging anymore huh.
apparently.
i dont rmb any nicole ngs.
its either i dont know her,
and she's anyhow tagging.
or its a fake name.
oh wells,
there's nothing i can do if there are people as bored as her.
TSK.
-
didnt go trg yesterday.
came home.
read my book.
i copied so much notes
what are we supposed to do about geog?
what was the hmwk?

2005-04-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

just got home,
ponned math tutorial.
i didnt feel like going.
weixuan said there was very little people there
haha
-
didnt have uniform check today.
i gotta sew my other uniform now.
TSK
how annoying.
-
went kfc with germaine,val,maria,anna and stephanie
(did i spell it right?dont care la)
went home after that.
and i didnt know what bus to take?
i just anyhow took 147
i thought the number somehow looked familiar,
so i took it.
-
and luckily,
it comes my place.
my dad called me on the way home and said he's at bukit merah?
WHOAH PIANG
lucky i didnt walk around with them
if not,
i might meet him and i'll die!

2005-04-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

oh please,
so you think you're the only nicole i know la?
i know nicole benny,
nicole lim,
nicole tey,
and some others.
leave you surname la!
and i'm dead sure you didnt smell my bad breath okay
because i always eat mentos.
EVERYDAY!
because i dont want people to smell my "bad breath" okay.
so most probably,
YOU LIED!
-
yea
DIANA THAM YU CHUAN!
did i get it right?
haha
which blog are you using now?
leave your link okay!
haha
-
WEIXUAN:
HELLO,
LIKE WHO STARTED STARING AT HER LITTLE BREASTS FIRST?
YOU OKAY.
YOU SPREAD THE PERVERTIC DISEASE TO EVERYONE!
ALL YOUR FAULT.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IS PERVERTIC OKAY.
-
damn.
i almost blacked out this morning.
i dont know why.
i guess i shouldnt play ball in the mornings.
i stood there dripping during assembly.
-
and there's spot check for my class tmr.
i gotta wear the same uniform again?
YUCKS
-
skipped trg.
was worried i might black out again okay.
i went home to sleep.
he's crazy.
he said i wasted my time sleeping.
like hello?
i was not feeling well so i came home to sleep okay!
-

2005-04-17T12:39:00.000+08:00

okay,
so far i only know dear hanwei
did it like 12 smth?
she's very pro la.
but i am not okay?
haha
-
oh wells,
if you say i have bad breath,
then i have la.
bad breath days cannot ah?
why be such a coward
and try to play hide and seek with me behind the comp screen
leave your name if you've got the guts.
you chicken.

2005-04-16T16:43:00.000+08:00

oh my.
i just finished tuition.
i almost died
her breath was so stink.
i didnt want to answer any of her quetions
and i was busy messaging.
haha!
-
my sister was going for her tuition already
but it was raining.
so she waited til the rain stop okay
but if she takes the train is cannot make it already
then my mom said she could cab there.
and guess what else she said.
she told me to go down with her to flag the cab?
CRAZY AH?
FLAG CAB ALSO MUST GO WITH HER?
-
i'm tired.
hungry too.
sigh.

2005-04-13T18:27:00.000+08:00

walau,
they actually lenghthen the route for 2.4?
eeeeyer!
everyone did above 14min okay?
what the hell?
tsk!
i was thinking of improving.
BUT
ugh.
-
went harbour after school
pasta then cut hair
there isnt much of a difference please?
aiyer.\,
isnt it better this way?
then i can cut it more often
but waste more money only
:(
-
i had to lie to my dad with all the crap shit?
cos i came home late?
how terrible.
-
ca's coming,
clarissa's mom claimed we had to have STUDY GROUPS?
haha!
and her mom called her a DISGUSTING girl
because she didnt want to clean her ceiling fan?
hoho

2005-04-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Soul

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah

2005-04-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.
i'm back online.
i'm sure i posted just now.
but somehow.
it disappeared.
-
nevermind.
i'm tired.
tuition later.
i think i'm gonna watch tv first.
haha.
-
maybe i'll blog later?

2005-03-26T15:53:00.000+08:00

uh.
woke up this morning cos i needed to pee?
hah
then i went back to bed.
woke up around ten.
had to go some stupid temple ok.
because we had to pray to my grandparents?
rahh.
wait.
its not one temple.
it was TWO!
-
then had tuition when i came home.
i dont like my tuitor cousin.
she's always using my pens and scratching her nose?
sobs.
-
i never knew talking to maria and nicolette
can be so hilarious.
its as though i've contratced some laughing disease!
i'm like sitting in front of the comp
with noone else at home and laughing?
hah.
-
shhhh.
my dad's home!
shall blog.
maybe tonight!

2005-03-25T14:17:00.000+08:00

english FAIL
emath FAIL
amath FAIL
combined humanities FAIL
chinese PASS
combined science PASS
geog PASS
-
like oh no?
i failed overall too.
by 4 or 6 marks.
damn.
-
house prac yesterday.
floorball!
it was against caroline and we won 18-0?
hah.
then we played against ignatius.
i cant rmb the score.
but we won!
then we played against caroline 1.
we won we won we won.
again.
so it was the first and second placing match.
isabel vs isabel.
dearest hanwei was our goalie.
she only let in 2 goals i think.
jillian and hitomi were at the other end scoring!
haha.
and i stole one ball from nikki!
i was surprised i could run that fast ok.
smacked the ball.
and it went in!!!
yayyy!
maybe i can join hockey too!
-
went dinnering with maria and nicolette.
i went tuition.
REAL early.
came back myself ok.
i was in a corner and everyone was talking so loudly.
i couldnt hear the announcements
neither could i see the map.
i was panicking ok.
i didnt know where to get down!
then i saw the door open from the opposite end
and i hurried out.
luckily i was at the correct station!
-
ugh.
i dont wanna blog anymore.
lazy to type.

2005-03-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

I CANT SLEEP!
and i'm playing pool again?
oh man.

2005-03-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm bored!!!
i dont feel like replying msg on my phone.
i'm just busy nudging everyone who's online?
haha!
i bet clarissa's damn irritated already!!!

2005-03-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

eeew.
i just finished my math tuition.
it lasted THREE AND A HALF HOURS!!!
horrible.
i hate it when she holds my pen
tehn scratches her nose with her other fingers
its so damn oily!!!
i hid all my pens just now ok
i didnt want her to dig into my pencil box and anyhow take
oh man.
i'm mean!
waha.
i almost fell asleep just now.
roar!
and i have so many heymath assignments to do!!!
dearest clarissa didnt know how to go into her account
how wonderfully clever.
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went out today.
long story
dont wish to type.
ask dearest tong.
i dont know how time went by so fast
all gone.
needless.

2005-03-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

roar!
i have been online for so long but i dont feel like blogging!
i'm playing pool again
and its 1.46am now.
i shall sleep at three or smth.
-
went school to do my lit.
it was a half a page work for two essay questions
how wonderful.
then went town.
nicole was lay on the floor at the mrt station i heard.
and she was throwing stones.
then the mrt guy came and said:
you think this is your house?!?
-
she wore black polo tee.
jeans and SLIPPERS.
tsk.
-
aiyer.
i'm lazy to type already la.
i wanna pee and go sleep already/
long day tml.
GOOD NIGHT!

2005-03-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

took 240 to school today.
picked linhui up.
had geog class.
we all purposely went late.
waha.
at 10.
then when she went down to take worksheets.
we all ran away!
hah.
she's damn rude please.
she told us to shut up and called us idiots.
wth?
-
rotted in the canteen.
they wanted to see show.
but then in the end i dont know what happened?
hah
yea.
went bus stop to go home.
then they suddenly said they wanted to watch show?
we went tiong there.
then they said they didnt want to watch already?
walked out and they said they wanted to watch again?
TSK.
watched series of unfortunate events.
stupid show.
-
it was already 3.30.
so we went downstairs.'
walked round and round the super market.
then finally.
it was time to go!
-
took train by myself!
all the way to novena for tuition.
was late.
i almost fell asleep in there.
-
used 5 packets of tissue today ok.
my nose had HEAVY FLOW.
then i had cough when i came home.
how horrible.
then i wanted to eat icecream
i grabbed it and ran to my room to eat.
cos i was afraid my mother might find out?
hah.
-
AND SEC ONE BAND PEOPLE.
I KNOW YOUR HANDS ARE VERY ITCHY.
BUT THERE'S STILL NO NEED FOR
YOU ALL TO ACT MACHO
AND ATTEMPT TO LIFT THE WEIGHTS
OFF THE BASKETBALL POST.
DO YOU ALL WANT TO BUY US ONE IF THIS ONE SPOILS?!?

2005-03-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

i just came back from taman!
ok.
start from day one.
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DAY ONE
they said we had to reach before six or smth.
but what time the buses left school?
past seven!
i think we had the best bus.
the driver played shrek and incredibles for us to watch ok.
and weejia happily forgot to bring playing cards.
bought a pack at one of the stops.
and i got prepaid card.
first day was very interesting.
finally got there after such a long bus ride.
and reception on my phone was LOUSY.
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DAY TWO
i think we went canopy walk.
i cant remember which day is which.
yea.
it was scary please.
so HIGH up!
and there was LOTS of mosquitoes.
eeew.
lunch.
val and sally happily ran there leaving me with the bag?
they ate by themselves happily too ok.
wth?hah
then we went to sit the boat thing.
the people anyhow splash water one ok.
then i was all wet?
TSK.
the bus to the cave was horrible.
the guy never clean his bus one ok
those who put their bags at the baggage compartment
had their bags covered with ants and cockroaches.
like YUCKS?
there was a cockroach on the bus too and ALL of them screamed and jumped on the chair?
how funny!
cave was horrid.
i didnt dare bath there ok.
then had night walk.
sally is one clumsy girl i tell you.
and diana sat on val's torch.
she confessed she heard a crack sound and it was BROKEN!
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DAY THREE
went caving.
it was very slippery.
climbed alot.
then abseiling.
i wasnt scared!
waha!
but i think i went down too fast cos the glove was like damn hot after that?
hah
took bus back to takam plantation
had new bunk.
it was super big!
sally came over at night and val had already fallen asleep.
then suddenly she woke up and said:
EH.WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
it was so loud ok.
we played until 3 then we fell asleep
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DAY FOUR
went rafting first.
i swam all the way ok.
i'm so proud of myself!
then we rushed back to shower.
me and val hid at the same place as we the the other time and showered there!
plantation tour after that.
i was really tired ok.
falling asleep when the guy was yakking away.
and that stupid joycelyn pulled my pants down!
ROAR!
i wanted to punch her ok.
but i didnt.
i dont know why.
i just kicked her only.
but now.
she's forgiven already la.
took the train back.
waited so long for it to arrive.
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DAY FIVE.
still on the train.
went kfc with sasha zp nicole and cassandra.
train-ed home with them and here i am!
i am going to bathe now!
waha!

2005-03-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

training today.
left early.
went to jo's place.
her dad sent us there.
went there at 8.
bball court was closed already
what the hell?
-
then we went to the playground.
someone suggested we play freeze and melt!
hah
we were running like mad please?
and i could feel that i was gonna get muscle cramps?
yea
did i forget to mention i didnt bathe after trg?
-
wanted to bowl.
had no money so i ran back to get my wallet.
while i was attempting to pull my shoe out.
i suddenly had muscle cramps?
goodness.
i sat there trying to speak to maria on the phone
and overcome the pain?
i couldnt take it anymore so i called kim down?
she tried to stretch it and after a while
it was ok already
-
but i still coulnt walk properly though
limped around.
i bowled horribly please?
it went to the gutter so many times!
and i had muscle cramps again
but on the other leg.
it was horrible.
then me and kim couldnt resist it anymore?
we went to play pool.
jade and cheryl couldnt play for nuts!
they couldnt even hold the stick properly ok
-
then went to cut cake.
took alittle cream and attempted to put on addy's nose.
but missed
then that stupid jade and cheryl smashed one in my face?
i took cream again and put it on their faces?
they chased after me with cakes in their hands?
but cheryl has atrocious stamina i tell you.
halfway cannot make it already?
hah.
jade was still chasing me.
she suddenly ran very fast ok.
luckily i could run faster!
but i found out there was some cake on my shirt?
hah.
-
went home late
he called he screamed
i screamed he screamed at anna cos he wanted to talk to addy
but anna being kpo went to answer?
then i passed it to addy.
he screamed even more
i grabbed the phone and asked whether he wanted to talk to my friend of yell at her
-
reached home at twelve.
bathed.
then came online.
i'm going to sleep soon!
after i finish playing pool!
hah

2005-03-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

bah.
i have nothing to blog about!
went harbour.
lunch.
home.
STUDY.
then now.
online.
my phone's suddenly alright.
the *0# button couldnt work yesterday.
then just now.
it could SUDDENLY work!

2005-03-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

i didnt cut my hair.
didnt you read the reports?
not enough rain lately.
yea.
then my hair.
kana like bushfire la.
then the rain suddenly come.
so thats all that's left.
-
and i have amazing hair if i haven told you.
it grows super fast.
how i wish i grow (in height) as fast as my hair!
waha
-
went to tiong after school BECAUSE
i had to lunch then go SGH for appt.
and train happened to be the only mode of transport i knew in order to get there!
-
just revised chinese with sally on the phone.
i feel super tired today.
i think i'm gonna sleep early.

2005-02-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

went to eat sakae after school.
oh my.
28 plates ok.
4 bowls of udon.
12pieces of watermelon
and 8 moshi!
aha
-
i'm fat today.
but i dont think i was possessed la.
-
cheryl and sally.
you two owe me money ok!

2005-02-22T16:44:00.000+08:00

my toenail broke again!
damn!
-
went harbour.
cos tong decided to go dating.
-
went lunching at yoshi and i've learnt my lesson.
never to lunch with clarissa again!
she was laughing throughout?
there wasnt ten seconds she didnt laugh.
she made me spit everything out?
-
went to buy my seaweed at last.
at 18packets at a go already.
gonna eat more later!
waha!

2005-02-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

swimaton today.
valerie was left all alone in chinese class?
haha
-
yea.
skip the details and straight to the point
addy's MY idol!
she's a hero ok!
yayy for her!
ADDY MY IDOL!
but damn.i regret not jumping in!
so did kim ok!

2005-02-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

i love wednesdays!
pc then pe then double el.
then recess then double bio
then one emath.
-
i am super tired please.
good night!

2005-02-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

valentine's day.
i didnt buy anyone anything ok.
sorrys.
-
i conclude jade and cheryl cannot bake.
it was that kinda cookie mix you buy off the shelf yea?
they screwed that up.
yucks.
lam xinni was hungry in class.
then i offered her the cookies.
she took a bite and screamed:
what is this!double chaota bitter?
haha!
-
then had trg after that.
heard addy saying:PHYSICAL today.
i was like oh no?
i didnt go for one week.
then now that i am back.
we are having PHYSICAL?
yea.
but it wasnt really that tough
patrick RAN WITH US?
5rounds i think.
trained one hour then water break.
another hour then water break.
-
what have i done man.
he simply refuses to let me play?
he lets a yap qianru play and jiabao play.
but he freaking hell wouldnt let me play?
whats he got against me?
-
train to win.
right.
how do we train to win.
when he doesnt even let you play?
then why on earth do we train.
when he favours THEM?
they have no need to train knowing they have a place secured?
-
oh no big boss.
yes.
we appreciate you runnig with us today?
but do you want us to win for you?
c div' thid c div' that.
what happened to us?
what happened to the very first few whom you started with?
what has happened to us?
i dont want them.
i dont want we.
i just want US.
-
is going online such a hassle?
YES.
it is for me.
i WAS in a quiet room.
then a noisy man came in.
but he wasnt noisy yet.
but when i wanted to go online.
HE WAS.
saying so this is how you waste your time.
blah blah blah.
tsk.
i dislike him.

2005-02-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

just came home!
they went all over the place to buy my sister stuff?
i am super tired please?
and they went to the place me and amy call the most boring place on earth:tiong bahru plaza.
and i had stomach ache?
then we went clementi to buy apron from my sister.
my dad happily wondered off to the big bookshop there?
then someone said hi to me.
it was zara.
then i saw burke.
then someone yelled:
debbie!
it was nerine ok.
she had long hair.
then my mom thought it was some stc girl.
then she asked my sister if she rmbs her.
then my sister was like no?
and she just said so loudly:
i am nerine!
then my mom was like nerine?
come come!
nerine!how are you blah blah blah blah.
-
now.
i am home.
tong says some strange things to me and happily goes offline?

2005-02-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

i was dead tired on friday.
i dont know why.
went to make ic right after school.
couldnt delay anymore.
-
sally's mom was nice enough to send me ok.
then i went home and sleep
i was really really tired.
woke up.
had dinner and fell asleep again.
till the next day ok.
-
went KITE-FLYING this morning.
my dad INSISTED.
so lame please?
he got the kite up and all everyone had to do was to hold the handle and pull it up and down?
oh my gosh.
-
came back
had math tuition.
then i was online.
then offline.
then online again.
then offline.
then now online.
-
the end.
i am lazy.
-
jade's babysitting me.
haha

2005-02-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

just came home.
dead tired.
i swear i wouldnt go lunching with fer and hanwei ever again.
i'll tell you what they ate ok.
1 beef lasagne= $7.90
1 baked pasta neapolit= $7.90
2 vanilla milkshake= $8.00
2 oero cheesecake= $5.50
then plus GST service charge and MY food,
GRAND TOTAL=$47.55
oh no.
there goes my money for all the presents i am supposed to buy.
-
i went dental.
they didnt have anymore red ones left ok.
(too bad weizhen!)
so i had to put ORANGE.
i was thinking of putting all red.
i have tooth decay please.
so painful!
he spray the water in then my nerves were like
argh!
-
went home with hanwei.
couldnt take it anymore.
then i stuck my hands out and flagged a cab down.
i was really tired ok.
then the guy drove super fast?
he went over 110km/h!
and he didnt wear seatbelt!
haha
cabfare was=$15.30
but he say $15 was enough.
but i said never mind.
and i gave him $16 and told him to keep the change!
how kind of me right.
and i am so sorry kim,nikki and the rest.
i haven bought you presents ok!thanks to fer and hanwei!
sorry la.
i promise i'll get it ASAP!

2005-02-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

someone was taking pictures at our rgs-stc game ok.
they said i was possessed.
cos they said i did stuff patrick never taught us.
i was very sure he taught us that during timeout
then i used it what.
but he claims he saw me doing it.
then he called for timeout to teach us?
-
my hand was clipped in between two players ok.
then i went to see the doc yesterday.
he said dont know what muscle sprain.
-
went all the way to bishan.
because dearest germaine wanted to watch st pat's guys train?
then i went to see the doc la.
-
i am caught not defending!
uh oh.
haha!
-
who's guess who.
i hate guessing games ok.

2005-02-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

trg today.
i am super tired.
match tmr.
i expect to be sitting on the bench again.
maybe i should just not turn up.
it would probably be a waste of my time.
maybe i should just go home and sleep.

2005-01-31T18:49:00.000+08:00

why should i train like hell.
when i bloody hell sat there through out the whole game?
i had only 1 stupid minute to do my stuff.
i just stepped in and what did he expect of me?
i missed one under basket i admit.
but hey.
it was only one measly minute i had?
oh please.
he's so damn biased.
they dont have to come for trg.
and they are not exceptionally good and they get to play?
why the hack should i go for trg?!?
so what if i love bball?
why should i train.
run like mad.
practice like mad for the comp.
and end up sitting there the ENTIRE match?
enlighten me someone.
i train for the sake of playing during the match.
i toe the line for the sake of playing in the match.
but what happens in the end?
my effort all goes down into the drain.
occassionally.
i have to quarrel with my dad to go for trg.
and what do i do during trg?
SUN-TANNING.
what the hell?

2005-01-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

oh man.
i sent so many msg already ok.
i am dying.
and the month is not over yet.
how?
-
15years and 2days old.
happy belated to kimberly.
-
i am tired.
i slept really late last night.
they made me go out.
for shopping.
-
then after that went to 7eleven
i heard some familiar voices.
i turned around.
but i didnt recognize any of them.
then after i paid and walked out.
i think i saw josie i dont know.
but she was saying smth i dont know or smth.
-
lyanne was out dating.
then hanwei suddenly hung up on me.
she said she wanted to bathe.
then she's call me back later.
but she didnt ok.
she cheated me la?haha

2005-01-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me!
waha!
i am fifteen already ok!
waha.same as sally ok.
and so many people still owe me presents ok!
-
thanks to those who rmb and msg me!
nicolette,vanessa,claudine,hanwei,sp,lyanne,weizhen,jiawei,pearlyn,beatrice,elaine,caroline,maria,yilin,ethel,sihui,xinni,linhui,yiwen,jamie,kim,sally,chelsy,mer,louise,benny,kellie
-
and still have la.
but im too lazy.
thanks to all!
-
school was ok.
but that crazy agatha tan
confiscated my book ok.
what the hell?
cos i put it under the table and it was opened?
yes.before that i was reading.
but she wasnt there.
then when you came and assigned hmwk already.
i bent down to get paper and she just took the book away?
she say i monday then can take back.
-
went for trg.
i played alot ok!
maybe he knows its my birthday?
haha.
and the ball whack my mouth ok.
then the hook on the braces cut my lip
haha.yes it was bleeding
but it wasnt that pain la.
-
oh on.
i am lazy.
and wait.
those who haven give me present huh.
you'd better rmb to bring on tuesday!
cos monday i'm going for match.
haha!

2005-01-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

yucks.
leslie says 848 isnt mine!
i signed up with lamxinni and my locker was below hers.
and now some michelle chng claims its hers?
and he cant find my name on the list?
that means i have no locker?!?
i'll sue them!
-
going science centre is a waste of time and money i tell you.
everyone was sleeping and i almost fell asleep!
zhiyi was out flirting and lamxinni went for trg.
anna chen happily pon this stupid thing and went for trg?
you watch out you crazy woman!
why never ask me along!
-
lynsey:where are you!i dont know how to do my math ok!
diana:what's you blog add!
3more days!

2005-01-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

1.they had big quarrel yesterday.
2.she didnt eat anything the whole of yesterday.
3.she didnt come home today.and its already 9.she's usually home by 6.30
4.i lost my uniform.
-
met sihui again this morn.
went to school.
wasnt fun at all.
studied in mak's class before trg.
went for trg after that.
missed all the shots and whatever shit.
damn disappointed.
ended around 7.
lost my uniform.
cabbed home with tong anna and bel.
saw the daikin van downstairs.
i guessed it was my house's they were repairing.
and i was right.
came up.
mom wasnt around.
i am worried for her.
dad cooked her food.
-
oh wait!
she's home!
she's home!
-
4more days.

2005-01-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

mak kim and jo came my house yesterday.
we had CHINESE tuition.
from 10-12
then we went holland v to eat.
and i saw claire and the rest.
they said they were gonna ask me along.
but i dont believe them!
-
then we cabbed over to ccab
to play ball.
it was damn hot i tell you.
but somehow i wasnt any darker.
-
then we were about to leave around 5.
then i asked some woman for dinner.
she said no because she was petty.
so i went dinnering with hanwei fer nicolette and jo.
we were delaying and delaying.
and we played ball and soccer!
-
finally we left the place ok.
around 6.30 like that.
then we had no choice but to go petrol kiosk to eat cos it was damn late already la?
then we ate so many cups of instant noodles!
cabbed home with jo.
-
-
big war in my house now.
first time it doesnt involve me.
-
jade and sally:stop flooding.haha

2005-01-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

i haven been online for days!
waha.
i think its damn funny ok.
the whole house is being cleaned because mak is coming over tml?
to teach jo anna kim and me chinese?
haha.like president coming like that.
aiyer
-
and i the busiest person at home.
leaving the house at 6.30.
returning home only after 11?
haha
stay back did my math in school yesterday.
and i couldnt manage the emath?
help!
-
then i was playing ball?
my shots were like shit i tell you.
they couldnt even get in at point a?
yucks.
then i gave up.
i went to play soccer.
it was like shit too!
missing the goal by ten metres?
oh my!
after a while it got better.
then there was a shot.
damn nice one ok.
went over fer.
but lin!
lin saved it ok!
walau!
she was behind?
double keeper!
-
went tiong ate mac.
went tuition damn late?
at 8.when it starts at 7.30?
haha
went home myself after that.
-
-
jade:i really am gonna rape you!

2005-01-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

i didnt know.
i really didnt!
i didnt know i was so blunt all along.
i am so sorry.
i feel damn shit now.
i am really very sorry.
-
ran around during detention.
i am gonna serve two tml!
then i can train on wednesday!
tsunami was supposed to go tiong with me.
then she happily backed out la?
then i went myself.
and i met berna.chey and huimes.
and they were going novena too!
-
and they were stalking this tall scgs girl.
cos i told berna.
she's gonna stop at newton.
cos that's where the school is right.
but she didnt.
so we said she would stop at novena.
and she did.
then we thought maybe.
she's gonna be in my class?
and they stalked her all the way?
oh my god.
it was damn embarrassing la?
-
and they followed me all the way up?
they were knocking on the glass some more?!?
gosh.
everyone was staring at me!
i had to convince them to stop and go downstairs?
aiyo!

2005-01-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

pig=sleep+eat+sleep+eat+watch tv
-
yea.thats me.

2005-01-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Verse 1:

In my mind

I can climb

All the mountains that surround me

My spirit’s there, where eagles dare to flyIn my heart

There’s a spark

That can light the world around me

An open door, where I am sure dreams are

Bridge 1:

It doesn’t matter if I win

Or the colour of my skin

Cause the race is all about

Believing in yourself

Chorus 1:

And I dream

I can run

Like the wind

And be strong

When my heart just wants to give in

I dreamI can be

The hero that’s in me

When I dream, I dream

Verse 2:

If there’s a time

In your life

When the odds are so against you

There’s no defeat, if all you keep is pride

First or last

Slow or fast

There’s a dignity that makes you

Keep driving on, when world’s have come apart

Bridge 2:

It doesn’t matter rich or poor

Or the things you’ve done before

Cause the race is all about

Believing in yourself

Chorus 2:

And I dream

I can run

Like the wind

And be strong

When my heart just wants to give in

I dream

I can be

The hero that’s in me

When I dream, I dream

Middle 8:

I dream

Of a moment

That forever will be golden

When the torch is passed

Only dreams will last

That are shared by everyone

Chorus 3 & 4:

And I dream

I can run

Like the wind

And be strong

When my heart just wants to give in

I dream

I can be

The hero that’s in me

When I dream, I dream

2005-01-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

shit.
i still have three more days of detention?
like what the hell?
cos i skipped 3?
aiyer.
then monday got tuition.
tuesday gotta go see the doc.
wednesday do detention.
thursday detention and tuition.
then friday no school.
that means week after next still gotta serve detention?
yucks.
-
raped sally today.
i promise to rape cheryl teo.lynsey.weizhen.and jaime!
haha
-
i did my hundred crunches and fifty pumpings already.
and my hand's trembling as i type?
-
went toilet with sally to look for rosemary and lucie before bio today.
then there was this big cabinet thing and xinni bluffed them that it was a ghost machine!
beatrice screamed so loud and i nearly got a heart attack!
and they were turning the knob thing.
then she still tell them if they turn the knob thing.
the ghost from different centries will come out?
they tried to clean their hands ok?
and they keep asking if it was real?
haha!
weizhen:i shall email you when im free.you must MUST read ok.cos it'll be damn impt!

2005-01-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

i haven been paying attention in class.
falling asleep.
and day dreaming.
from the way sng teach.
noone can ever fall asleep.

im still tired.
i dont know why.
i didnt do anything today.
lets see.

i was supposed to meet at 6.20
but considering it was chua sihui i was meeting.
i would still be early,
no matter how late i turned up.
and i was right?
i appeared at 6.40 and she reached the same time as me?
horrible.

i wasnt paying attention during math too.
and everyone's sure to know?
cos mingli happily picked me to answer this question she had.
and i couldnt answer?
pamela said she would help cos she was supposed knew the whole chapter already?
yea.and everyone around me gasped when they hear MY question.
noone knew the answer?
and i had to confess that i did not understand the chapter?
i read it so many times already and i still dont understand?

slacked during 'detention'
and they have already put up the new piece of acrylic.
it looks damn ugly la?
and i am sorry lyanne.
dont know why i didnt that la.
dont CRY ok?
waha.

2005-01-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

oh well.
had meeting today.
and it was rather peaceful because they wasnt anyone meowing away.
yes.
even kimberly agreed
anna didnt come too
didnt go for detention for 2days already.
what am i suppose to do without you by my side?

2005-01-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

im tired everyday.
wake up so early.
then i tried hard not to sleep in class.
but.whoops.
i fell asleep.

we had two periods of pe this week
thurs and fri.
and i heard we are gonna play soccer ok!

didnt go detention today.
meeting til 5 la?
tsk. anna happily threw my shoebag on the floor and kicked it.
so i didnt want to talk to her
or go lunching with her.
and stomped home with kim.

2005-01-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

i am damn fucked up right now.
yes.
i'd rather been suspended then to endure all the nonsense my father is coming up with sng.
competition is 2weeks later.
and he happily wanted to suspend me for one week.
thats all the end.but my father talked to him.
then now got no suspention.
but 2weeks of detention?
not only that.
i have to walk around with a hairband that looks totally out of place and i have to gel my hair flat?
FUCKING HELL.
i would rather be suspended.
whats the point of making me wear a hairband?
it'll probably give me a headache and stuff?
im like damn angry?
i would rather reverse time and tell my father straight in the face.
"no,just let them suspend me."
but i just didnt want to hurt him thats all.
BLOODY SHIT.

2005-01-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

addy: hiao!you are the haio-est woman I’ve ever known!haha.come down for all the trgs la.then we shall chop all our shots with mak!
adela: adel!good job.everyone can see that you and brina are training very hard.keep it up and remain composed on court and you’ll just do great!
agnes: aha!i know you are a man u supporter ok.i know you don’t like liverpool.but I want liverpool to beat chelsea ok!haha.you must also come visit us too ok.no excuses as hy always says!maybe we shall have soccer day for balers?kim will be so happy!
amanda: train hard.you’re nice I conclude.i know you cant stand Patrick.me too.but don’t you think the others are nice to you too?
anna: you bin ladin!you big fat liar!aiyer!dont wanna talk about you la.INDIAN WOMAN!waha!
bel: bel ah!dont over sleep next time ok!if not you gotta run that 30rounds again!haha.and rmb to look my little crooked fingers if you’re ever down!
brina: halo braces woman!excellent job you’re doing on court!keep it up and you’ll surpass lin!
bunny: bunny!what happened to you?!?
chenyi: its ‘O’s for you this year.study hard yes?but you still gotta play hard for us!
gwen: one day we must really go play pool yes?and that emelia mo will not come along so she cannot tease us!
huiyu: come trg please.dont go that kind of Chinese physician for you ankle they twist and twist.and probably make it worse only.
hy: you big bad black birdie.its not a lame excuse.its true.ok.met you last year.some quiet over-enthu woman you were then.but now?tsk.horribly nice to bully!waha!you’ve gotta visit us THIS year ok.and yes,let’s out for our third movie ok?when the next harry potter one comes out or smth?take care and anna says one cannot keep the first paycheck but MUST spend it on family and friends!you better rmb ok!
jo: come talk to me.i shall tell you personally.i suppose anna has a lot to say to.
judy: eh look!your hair’s messy!haha!dnt be blur on court anymore!
kim: you cheapo woman!waha!we will go bowling or tennis-ing one day.it is a must with anna too!none of you can cheat me and run off ok!
lam: lam!i know you’re still waiting for either your sharon or addy!you cant deny!my birthday is coming ok!28more days!means I want present!you’ve gotta study hard like me man1waha.take care!
lin: frosty the snowman!did you watch?haha!stop doing those slidin tackles.if there was a soccer team.would you join?haha
qianru: halo auntie.stop acting cute.but im sorry for screaming at you for the past year.im glad to know you just took it in your stride.
sharon: we’re gonna have the same braces colours all year round!yayy!haha
shiyun: eh.i’ll go look for stomach/diarrhoea pills for you so before every trg you can take ok?haha.just joking la.relax.dont need to get so worked up la.see you in school tml!
socklin: what happened to you?your attendance is worse than mine!my attendance is already like shit!haha
suli: good job.you’ve tried hard and done very well.keep it up.
sylvia: you also!what happened to you!bel also councilor but somehow it looks as though she does not have as much duties as you!
tong: dearest grumpy,please.dont be monsterous with us.be nice and ask whats going on before assuming.it had been a year full of ups and downs and I still like you all the same too!i still look forward to cabbing home with you after trgs!take care!and I’ve found the list for the t-shirt money!
wanling: you tyco queen!where got people close their eyes and shoot?haha.but I suppose tyco also need skill.
zhenyi: nobody blame you for anything that has happened.but from the way you treat everyone.its as though everyone owes you for the world.think bout it.

2004-12-31T18:35:00.000+08:00

Amelia:
thanks for all you nonsense in class, recess and all other times.
the way you make us laugh like mad when you do your stupid stuff.
Linhui;
you nosey woman.i know it was you who came up with the nonsense that amelia has man’s hand, xinni has got man’s shoulder, you’ve got man’s leg and me, ugh, man’s eyes.you senseless gossip-monger.waha!
Xinni;
well,we’re gonna be in the same class again.we shall terrorize the those 2a people and not be at the bottom of the class anymore ok?haha.is the harry potter and the half blood prince book coming out next year?i think we can read it in chinese class again!o your stupid stuff.

chey:
you’ve been such a crazy vice-chair and ELF!haha!same class again next year!
berna:
another ridiculous one!will we sit next to each other in chinese class again?haha!please be the chair and vice chair with chey again next year will you?haha.
claire:
my dearest best friend,my tamagotchi is lost.damn!you know what?i saw a jelly and its called claire!yes!haha.always my best friend!
jiawei:
sly sucks la!who rawks?TAUFIK!same class again la!so I’ll bully you!i found a new professor snape wannabe by the way!
kyna:
ms wigged-hair.are you in my class next year?i haven found a contender for you title yet.try grooming one!
jessie and co.:
another one i cant bully anymore.sigh.take care man!
leanne and rachel:
same class since p5.but no more.see you around yes?haha
To those not mentioned above from 2a:
sorry.my mind’s going crazy.so currently there’s no other name i can think of now.thanks to all for battling DOROTHY with me and enduring my nonsense!haha!take care!

in alphabetical order:
amy:
you skinny girl.i still rmb that time when me and anna went your house and you climbed up.ok I shall not make you embarrassed.haha.aiyer.why must transfer?miss you lots.
atheena:
i dunno what to say to you.known you since I was p6.you are still the same to me.
claubine:
i wanna go your house and play tennis next time!will you give me you dvd player please?
diana tham:
its been awhile since you left.i don’t think you’ll read this but I’ll still say it.you’ve changed.you aint that same old nana we knew.the way you speak to us is no longer the same.the stuff we all talk about is no longer the same too.will you transfer back please?we miss the old you.
elaine and ziping:
though we’ve known each other in the last few weeks of school.its been cool to have you guys sitting in our class during lessons.and you elaine,don’t peep anymore!ziping,I still want my birthday present ok!
hanwei:
thanks for lending me you listening ear twice I think when I lost my phone.and yes.THANKS FOR KEEPING MY SECRET SAFE!you still owe me a lunch!
heitung:
I somehow think of you when hilary duff’s name pop up.i don’t know why.maybe its because you both are equally fat?haha
jamie:
why are all netballers the same?noisy.uncivilized and evil?haha.kidding!you know you should make them run ten rounds when they gossip?haha
kimberly:
hey.i lost my phone ok.so we don’t have the same phone anymore.tsk.haha
lyanne:
you are a very very naughty girl.always falling asleep.and not when you **** to *****.humph!im hungry now!haha
mer:
black braces next appointment ok!
priscilla:
you pad-woman!i bet your period will come tml!haha
sihui:
now im hooked on that virtual pool thing.its all your fault!
valala:
high-ho high-ho.hey-ho hey-ho?haha!
vannessa:
eh.im still waiting for you to say my brownies were yummy ok.i baked them no wait its WE baked them ourselves ok!
weizhen:
you atrocious woman!you owe me millions of msg!but aha.thanks man.for the times you were nice.

those not mentioned:
don’t go away!you did play a part in my life somehow or other!thank you!take care and happy new year+REMINDER:MY BITHDAY IS ON 28JAN.(its coming!)

to be continued...hands tired.

2004-12-24T15:02:00.000+08:00

its christmas eve.
shit hell.
i just sent out those christmas cards yesterday.
i practically forgot about them la.
haha.
i haven bought any presents for anyone yet!

2004-12-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

my sister's damn vain can.
yucks.
she wants to rebond her hair!
haha.
she looks like professor snape now!
i call her president of curley hair club!
haha!
and that day she wore red and white so i happily asked her.
today national day ah?
haha

im gonna cut hair tml!

2004-12-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

i am a good girl.
i helped to vacumm the whole house and mopped the kitchen!
haha!
christmas is coming man.
i haven got anything for anyone.
what am i supposed to do?!?
HELP!

2004-12-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

halo.i'm lazy to blog.next time maybe!

2004-12-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

i've been colouring alot lately.
you know those those colouring books?
yes.haha.

late for trg everytime
30rounds around bball court ok.
i'm feeling lazy.

2004-12-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

damn.
i think the computer has a problem.
its damn slow nowadays.
and i haven been online for ages.
when i come.
there's nobody online one la.

2004-12-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

i bought stamps
im gonna post those christmas cards soon
i was happily pasting them on.
then i realised i pasted them all upside down ok!
oh man.
i wonder if the post office will accept them.
and i think im gonna post them early!
before i forget.

lyanne chua happily called me this morning.
i was sleeping ok
was supposed to conference yesterday.
but i fell asleep damn early la.
haha.
then lyanne couldnt call in.
cos she hung up earlier cause her luggage bag lock stuck.
i wonder what happened to heitung and sihui!

trg tml.
i dunno if i fell well now.
im always late for trg.
then boss said that if late.
must run 30rounds around the bball court
[(15x2)+(30x2)]x30
=[(30)+(60)]x30
=90x30
=2700m

aiyo.
im lazy
i dont want.
but its not my fault that there's no cab.
how?

2004-12-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

i feel like a naughty girl.
was supposed to go out today.
but i didnt feel well then i came home.
trg tml.

2004-12-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

didnt hold a pen today.
went trg this morn.
the crazy cab man didnt know the way.
then he anyhow drive.
8.80 ok.
wth.
luckily he say 7bucks enought le.
box him ah.

trg was slack.
ran 5rounds.
then play 3on3
pulled my hamstring i think.
its damn painful.
and im like the only sec2 around ok.
all other 8 are sec1s.

then after that.
they saw they going to town to watch xmas with the kranks
then i just go la.
then saw hy while walking out of school.
pulled her along.
went to alex house.
HY HAS POOR SENSE OF DIRECTION!
haha.

went kfc to buy food.
then we sneaked them up.
my gosh.
zhenyi they all make so much noise
so paisei can.

then went to arcade.
drive car.
played air hockey.
lin's damn good at it la.
and i happily keep winning judy at the driving one.
haha.
always last minute one ok.
then i drive up next to her and win!
haha

went to the bus stop.
saw leanne and fangzi.
took 106 home.

lyanne:sorry la.i fell asleep.haha

2004-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

oh man.
im gonna do my new year's resolution soon
i haven held a pen for a week already.
haha.
went tuition today.
and kpo queen tells me she haven heard smth!
haha.

talked to hanwei and lyanne last night.
i couldnt keep awake.
hanwei fell aslepp first ok.
then hanwei.
i dont know what happened to lyanne.
and hanwei was still packing her bag?
tsk.

WHO WON SINGAPORE IDOL?
TAUFIK BATISAH!
and its damn unfair.
because the runner-up gets the same stuff ok.
and the difference is only one lousy title.
he's not even going for world idol ok!

2004-12-01T02:58:00.000+08:00

man
its 3am now.
i promise i'll sleep at 3.30!

2004-12-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

my phone has smth wrong.
the cancel button dont work very well.

'talking' to hanwei and lyanne.
lyanne's playing her piano
and hanwei's lying on her bed.
i think she has fallen asleep.
noone's talking.

ok.i now conclude.
hanwei has fallen asleep.

going trg tml.
im hungry.
i dont think im gonna eat before trg.

2004-11-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANWEI!

damn.
i didnt stay up last night.
i fell asleep.
was talking to lyanne hanwei and mer
and i fell asleep.
i was mumbling to myself the whole time.
saying:
i must stay awake!
i must stay awake!
AND I FELL ASLEEP OK!
wth.haha

and wait.
i'll watch tv.
theres trg tml.
and i dont think i can come online tonight.
haiya.

i didnt run my 3km.

i dont want anymore.
really.
dont have anymore!
yayy!

2004-11-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

INTIMIDATION is 'might' on the court, through agility is an answer.
but you dont have to gauge your abilities by the height of your opponents.

The fear of not being selected to play, or being last to be picked is the fear of REJECTION. Acceptance has to be earned.

Not taking a chance or giving something a go, and the willingness to risk it all is linked to SELF-DOUBT . Trust yourself.

Great ballers are focused. But some ballers face DISTRACTION from the crowd or situations happening off-court in their life.
Give the game your 100% or dont play at all.

You fear not being able to live up to other people's EXPECTATIONS. Don't play for others. Play for yourself.

says nike.

2004-11-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

fucking hell.
whats his problem man.
i so many days never come onling already.
shit him la.
i even forgot what i wanna blog about ok.

thursday:
met at 9 at tiong's mac.
hiao was VERY late.
took bus to town.
then we thought we were kiasu.
but they were alot people there already.

i think we are going to write to nike to complain.
they are pure biased shits.
3 trials.
first one was lousy.
second one put in alot of balls
and third one was like shit too.

there was an official that looked like june ok.
then i went off for tuition.

today:
met at ten fifteen at queenstown mrt.
as usual.
hiao was LATE.
then we took bus to town.
waited damn long.
went to eat with sharon and lam.
lam bought incredibles' jack jack pillow.
she was damn excited ok.
she ripped the plastic bag open even before she paid.

went back to play.
chong ghee was good.
4bungs and i not so bung players.
they are fast man.

saw june.
but i wasnt sure if it was her ok.
haha

one woman who claimed to be from teens mag interview US
she ask who was our superhero ok
i said DASH
cause he runs damn fast?
haha
then she insisted that she should take a pic of us.
my god.
im dead embarrassed.

went home.
he screamed at me?
i was so early already ok.
i think i might sneak online later.
haha.

2004-11-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

im scared.
i dont like the flash.
its already ten plus.
she taking pictures.
there's flash.
i was screaming.
'stop taking la!'
she just kept on taking ok.
tears just rolled down.
im dead scared.
i still can rmb the white face.

2004-11-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

woke up around 11 today
mom wanted to go town to eat lunch.
and she freaking hell didnt let me wear my slippers.
anyway i couldnt find one of them
took 106
saw sasha's sister's classmate.

the woman at the restaurant was talking alot ok.
then it started to rain.
so mom and sis couldnt go paragon.
took train

then we decided to go tiong
watch movie.
i declared today
MAKE MOMMA COOL DAY.
went popular.
then 3.50 went up to see show
the incredibles.

bought the cd already ok!
yayy!

went home.
watched tv.
eat.
gonna go bed soon.
and lyanne chua is supposed to call me.
she's a very naughty girl.
she actually forgot about it yesterday?

i heard
there's sports talk tml?

2004-11-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

unlucky.
chocolate all over my shirt.
because i was greedy.
was eating chocolate icecream
then watching tv too.
and it dripped on my shirt
slept alot just now.
maybe i'll sleep late tonight.

2004-11-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

eh.
i cant walk properly.
i was playing ball barefooted on sat.
guarding gwen.
then i suddenly felt smth under my foot.
i lifted my foot up to see
and i saw a BIG piece of skin came out!

i hopped off.
then sat there.
limped all the way to 7eleven.
bought plaster.
pasted them on.

played again the guys.
we won.
hy and lam says i shoot like throwing paper?
haha.

walked all the way back to birdshitcourt
played awhile more.
broke my slippers.

went home
watched lots of matches.
man u won charlton.2-0

slept late.
was msging sihui.
she called me ok.
cos i teased her.

woke up late the next day.
went home.cos parents came back.
he bought stuff
i think he was cheated.
he paid over 50bucks for fake stuff.
stupid la.

2004-11-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

couldnt sleep last night.
stayed up til bout 3.
was msging lyanne throughout.
then i woke up real early.
at 6.
then i was supposed to meet jo at 7plus.
but i called her at 6.30 and

asked if we could go earlier.

she called me crazy

went trg this morning.
was showing off my teeth!
haha.i had stomachache ok.so stupid.
then i sat there through half the trg.

was walking to and from
school and birdshitcourt
so many times.
let me count.
school to birdshitcourt.
birtshitcourt to school to take bballs
school back to birdshitcourt.
after trg back to school.

then went back to school after that.
to put back the bballs.
went tiong.
with jo lam kim and tong

watched TAXI!
i want gisele bundchen.
NOW!
sara's still hot.
so is fiona.

i got horny ok.
but i wanna drive like that queen latifah.
so cool!
her cab was souped up.
she drive like i do.(at the arcade)

i went SGH for appointment.
im damn angry.
the bloody nurse told me i didnt
have any appointments that day
they she check again say have.
SGH evertime like that one la.
my back appointment also like that.
they anyhow bluff me.
then send a letter come say i missed my appointment
and 1more thing.
they always make me wait ok.
STUPID!

siew:i dont like brown ok.he came on.and my cousin-in-law,uncle and me were like 'oh man.man u'sin trouble with this guy on!'haha
elaine:elaine!oneday i shall get your house number and ring you up for no reason!

2004-11-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

halo.
so many days didnt update.
i forgot to come home to take open the letter box.
my parents in shanghai.
my dad says he bought bball shoes for me.
im scared.
he's taste is horrible.
and i hate those made in china stuff.
im really worried.
what if i really dont like it.
i really need a pair of shoes.
and he would scold if i dont wear them.
how?

didnt update for 5days.
i forgot what i did on 11th
but i went to put the ugly things on on 12th
stayed over at my cousin's place 2days.
watched man u match last night.
they won 3-1
slept at 2am
woke up at bout 11 i guess.
ate roti prta.
then lay on the bed and i feel asleep again.
til 4
what a pig.

haven been trg for a week.
i wanna go down and train tml.

im lazy
i dont wanna type anymore.

-cs-:i still need blood donation.whats your blood type?
tong:stop fooding.
nikki:yes.i changed your name in my links
emelia:i dont rmb too.i dont think you owe me anymore.haha

2004-11-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

woke at at 7 plus this morning
saw bloodied pillow.yucks
went over to aunt house.
ate instant noodles.
still hungry.
then she went down to buy more food.

hy called
it was tong.
went library.
then came home to take money
and sister forgot her phone.
how stupid.
so i decided to come online.

need to rush off soon.
cabbed home from library
so many cabs changing shifts.
waited so long.
then a lady driver came.

she drove funnily.
no offence but
i think she had great difficulty
turning the steering wheel.
haha.

i need to go soon.
cant decide whether to watch charlie's angels tonight
or the champion.
maybe watching champion first then charlie's angels la.
fiona xie is hot ok.

2004-11-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

just got another two extraction
its feeling sore and bleeding none stop.
i dont like it
he says can stick on those squares on thurs
but they open half day only.
then i shall go on friday la.
i wanna watch tv now.
damn.
its advertisement now
shall blog alittle longer.

today's extraction:
it was horribly painful.
i could feel the injection.
he was being a cheapo today.
the other time'he used two sticks of 'alcohol' thing
then inject.
today he used one.
i could feel the needle going in ok.
ouch.

then the extraction was usual.
i could hear the teeth cracking too.
now.
gtg.
sister scolding like shit.

2004-11-09T13:37:00.000+08:00

again.
stuck at home.
cant go out.
until its 4.
going to the dental clinic la.
then its in yishun
was thinking i could pass hanwei the books and stuff
but i couldnt make up my mind whether i wanna meet her not.
then she was so pissed off.

gosh.
watched america's next top model.
dont like ok.
weizhen says
sexy=grab breast
haha
so SLUTTY
not my type.
pearlyn claims i'm abnormal.
who cares.haha
fiona xie and sara=hot.
but fiona xie is hotter.
weizhen:i forbid you to tell anyone what i said last night!i wont let you!

2004-11-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

eh.
stuck at home again tml.
i'm wondering if i should watch
american's next top model today.
pearlyn has been watching it and
not listening to what i say everytime.

waittt.
i think she's gonna be on radio.
is it today or tml?
i cant rmb.
dont care.
i shall just tune in now.
and tml too.

have been slacking the whole day.
called my mom to buy me food when
she brought my sister to the doc.
pigging out alot.
so i decided to do alittle self trg.
im gonna do 50crunches(how do you spell that?)
and 25 guy pumping every morn.afternoon and evening
if not.
i'll become some pig.YUCKS.

i ate alot today.
watched the champion today.
i think i'm gonna watch it again tml.
fiona xie is chio!my gosh.haha.

2004-11-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

sister is sick
she's still having fever.
i cant go out
not even trg.
i'm stuck at home.
noone's at home.
noone's online.
was playing tic-tac-toe
with kim just now!
and i was winning la!
yayy!haha

i did smth to my blog.
was just changing the numbers
now the fonts can see le!

weizhen:next time them eat chicken rice la ok?i have been eating porridge for 3days straight le!i wanna eat ok.but i cant go out.haiya.

2004-11-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

i bloody fucked up la.
he fucking hell dont wanna let me hand up the form on friday.
say want to discuss and whatever shit about what to choose.
i mean.
what else can i choose after given the green form?
he just left it on the table and i have to go back
to school to hand it up tml?
what the hell.
whats his shitface problem.

i cant train tml.
i cant go out tml.
i have to stay at home all day and face my mother?
yucks.
she's home because my sister has a fever
and she's supposed to look after her.
i think my poor sister has to look after herself
when my mother will watch tv all day?

weizhen happily called my sister's phone.
my father scolded.
had feaking big quarrel again just now.
i think its gonna be back to the same old days.
with a big major quarrel everyday.

cut and paste is so fun.
read this:
IM SO FREAKING ANGRY!!
ehhh. mummmy! oh goshhh. u are such a big fat BITCH. haha. i dun think im being rude okay. i think im statting facts. send me to the police if you want. who cares about you? no one listens to you. they think you are a bitch tooo. u are a fake lah. haha. no faced bitch only what. stay home and rot. try to be a good mother but sadly failed. try to cook food for me and say im fat. says im messy when u are the one throwing my stuff around. blame me for throwing stuff around? ohh. hi. i learnt that from you pls. happy? im just following the role model. oh! u are not a role model? glad you know that. (: im so happy that u actually know something about yourself. tell my friends and parents how bad am i. go lah! it would reflect on you anyway. haha. hello?! ever dawned on to you that u are my mama? sadly. oh wells. why cant i stay out late at night? i get raped or robbed also is my business okay. like it would affect me right. u can just stay away from it like you always do. its just repeating the routine.pls dun assume that everything you do is the best for me. oh. im so sorry that i am not. i wish i can say that you are a bitch straight into ur face. u are what. u cant deny it.yeah. i would do whatever i want what.i pay my own bills. so i have the right not to pick up your fone calls. yes. and i pay for my own foood so i have the right also to not eat my meals. i can spend in whatever way i want. stop showing your care and concern to me already now. exams are over, showed you my report boook and my job's done. so leave me alone okay. i do whatever i want and you do whatever u want.
and i never heard of me having to pay for everything myself. foood, HANDPHONE BILL, clothes blah blah blah. all these shit. almost everything can. AHAH. stupiiid. i cant even ask for more money when i need. what kinda shit is this.u say im not home enough.after re-reading all these, im even more on not coming home at all.no lah. i would want my bed and my stuff.so maybe i would come home and 12 plus. at night.and go off in the morning?

i saw this on fer's blog.
i'm totally agreeing with her.
except that change the mummy to daddy.
you can leave the bitch part there.
he's one i think.

he's at it again.
damn it.
i'm gonna blow my top.
shit him.

hanwei:i'm sorry.really really cannot go out tml la ok?

2004-11-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

what nonsense.
i cant exercise.
my gosh.
i cant stand this.
i never heard of people who cant train
after they pluck their teeth.
unless its bleeding like shit.

i'm gonna be on mashed potato and porrridge
this whole week.
eeeeew.
i prefer mashed potato.
haha.

skipped dentist today.
couldnt take it.
cant speak properly.
another two out tml.
i really dont know how i'm gonna eat!