Sunday, November 07, 2004
i bloody fucked up la.
he fucking hell dont wanna let me hand up the form on friday.
say want to discuss and whatever shit about what to choose.
i mean.
what else can i choose after given the green form?
he just left it on the table and i have to go back
to school to hand it up tml?
what the hell.
whats his shitface problem.

i cant train tml.
i cant go out tml.
i have to stay at home all day and face my mother?
yucks.
she's home because my sister has a fever
and she's supposed to look after her.
i think my poor sister has to look after herself
when my mother will watch tv all day?

weizhen happily called my sister's phone.
my father scolded.
had feaking big quarrel again just now.
i think its gonna be back to the same old days.
with a big major quarrel everyday.

cut and paste is so fun.
read this:
IM SO FREAKING ANGRY!!
ehhh. mummmy! oh goshhh. u are such a big fat BITCH. haha. i dun think im being rude okay. i think im statting facts. send me to the police if you want. who cares about you? no one listens to you. they think you are a bitch tooo. u are a fake lah. haha. no faced bitch only what. stay home and rot. try to be a good mother but sadly failed. try to cook food for me and say im fat. says im messy when u are the one throwing my stuff around. blame me for throwing stuff around? ohh. hi. i learnt that from you pls. happy? im just following the role model. oh! u are not a role model? glad you know that. (: im so happy that u actually know something about yourself. tell my friends and parents how bad am i. go lah! it would reflect on you anyway. haha. hello?! ever dawned on to you that u are my mama? sadly. oh wells. why cant i stay out late at night? i get raped or robbed also is my business okay. like it would affect me right. u can just stay away from it like you always do. its just repeating the routine.pls dun assume that everything you do is the best for me. oh. im so sorry that i am not. i wish i can say that you are a bitch straight into ur face. u are what. u cant deny it.yeah. i would do whatever i want what.i pay my own bills. so i have the right not to pick up your fone calls. yes. and i pay for my own foood so i have the right also to not eat my meals. i can spend in whatever way i want. stop showing your care and concern to me already now. exams are over, showed you my report boook and my job's done. so leave me alone okay. i do whatever i want and you do whatever u want.
and i never heard of me having to pay for everything myself. foood, HANDPHONE BILL, clothes blah blah blah. all these shit. almost everything can. AHAH. stupiiid. i cant even ask for more money when i need. what kinda shit is this.u say im not home enough.after re-reading all these, im even more on not coming home at all.no lah. i would want my bed and my stuff.so maybe i would come home and 12 plus. at night.and go off in the morning?

i saw this on fer's blog.
i'm totally agreeing with her.
except that change the mummy to daddy.
you can leave the bitch part there.
he's one i think.

he's at it again.
damn it.
i'm gonna blow my top.
shit him.

hanwei:i'm sorry.really really cannot go out tml la ok?