Thursday, April 29, 2004 i miss you.the real you.i haven talk to you for a week oready.we cant seem to communicate anymore.i dont see u before skool.even if i do.i dont know wad to say.neither do i have anything to say.i didnt even say hi.during recess.its basketball for me.but i do walk you to class at least ur gang.after skool.i do look for u indirectly.but again.i have nothing to say.i just dont know how to express myself properly ok.so i write to u.but do u reply at all?NO.when we're on the fone.we would just keep quite.when we see each other in the face.we wouldnt even look in the eye.nowadays i just feel so lost in skool.always in a daze.in class too.i just feel so sad.depressed.lonely.mad.lost.i guess i wont be seeing you much tml.there's exams.and u hafta stay back.maybe i wont go kim's house.i would feel so extra.i'm still feeling sorry for the things i have done.i dont know how i'm gonna concentrate tml.sigh.please[on my knees]let the real you come back.
